there were times when i am down...
you were the one who cheer me up...
on the days i was happy...
i was unable to share my joy with you
i guess we belong to different worlds...
yet i really miss you...
for the times we hve spent together...
and for all that you have imparted on me...
i will try to live up to the dream...
that u hve patiently sowed for me...
for i hope that u will be proud of me one day...
i will continue to anticipate our next meeting...
although the chances are to the power of infinity...
but i will wish u well...no matter where u are...
may happiness follow wherever u go...^-^''
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my co performance has finally come to an end...credits to all members who put in so much effort to make it a success and to all those who came to support me and/or gave me moral support...a huge thank you...i wouldn't be talking about this if not for all of u...received my third rose tonight... had a screw loose then and was out of beat...thanks to my buddy for covering my flaws...sighs...i guess its time to move on after this performance when there will be changes implemented as the committee position is altered...wish someone could just give me a break and take over the library...i seriously need a revamp...not for my looks...but for what i hve been doing in the co...shall hve a meeting this tuesday...another thing for me to fret over besides my tests this coming week...i'm crossing my fingers and praying hard...i hope i can pass next week with flying colours?! lol...i hven't started on my revision yet...nothing is over yet....until my sem 1 break, i guess...the least i can do is just to stay hopeful...and hope that the sci facts crawl into my brain while i'm sleeping...see...i'm getting lame again...
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had our first practical test just now...then waited for like4 hrs without doing any thing productive...the boys singing still ring in my ears...sighs...i really wonder what i should be doing now...
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my first trip to imm this afternoon....was amazed that it had so much interesting shops....will frequent there...at least the jap stuff there...are cheaper than those at kino...and they offer such a variety....was basically in my own world during the time i was there though i went with my clsmates...the four huis we call ourselves...shall go to giant when i go there again...=) saw my jap teacher there too but she couldn't recognise me...sighs...she was with her husband i think...wonder where she lives...feels great to find another place with so much treasures...
so many of us went for co practice today...cause our performance is so near...but it was nice having such a large crowd...=)
p.s. last call for ppl who want ticks...to come and support the co...^0^
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not feeling the stress yet...though so many events will be going on from this weekend onwards...hope i won't be too screwed up...=p
was thinking a lot about my myself and my character these days...when did i start mouthing not nice things about people in front of others...i may not hve noticed it...but i hve since ''evolved'' and was being more vocal ...than before...and ...showing more of my inner feelings?! after hving a serious thought abt what changed my self...i guess it was partly due to the environment i am in...a poly...thats develops us for a working world...maybe i'll hve 'school gap' with my jc peers...but i really hope i hve not changed too much that even i can't even recognised...=p
nicole says...i'm still myself...not all changes are bad...and that the old hui min is still hui min...except that the fact she wanted some changes...
yes...i used to think i was an ugly duckling and always wondered when i will ever be a swan...
i hve refused to look into mirrors in the past as i was afraid of how others will actually judge me...that was why i can face my mirror at home but not the mirrors outside...
for now...ever since the ' big evolution'...e.g. wearing short skirt, cutting and letting down my hair(cause i was too lazy to tie it ;)) and smiling to myself while looking into the mirrors outside directly...blogging about myself.....but nonetheless i still find myself being very serious abt almost everything except during times when i cracked lame jokes...^^i realised i was more willing to accept changes now...then before...it seems to make me and my mind more flexible...but one thing i'm still wondering is whether i was as kind and compassionate to to other people as before...i hve stopped donating to street artistes...is that because i was so used to hving them around that i choose to ignore their presence ? even if they really needed help? or was i more concern abt my own welfare to care for others?
i was always wondering why andrew is so different from the other boys in my class...i finally realised why one day...after a conversation with sihui...it is because he has a vast amount of self-confidence...something i didn't possess in myself...and was very much lacking in...
after all this days in school....i hope i'm on my way to maturity...and to gaining self-confidence...but i hope i won't be hindered on my way...
thanks so much ...my friends for accepting this new side of me....=) please warn me if i'm getting too overboard...or too self obsessed...
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how true?
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SUN IN AQUARIUS
You are a humanitarian and an individualist. Your methodology in life tends to be unconventional and detached but you have good organizing skills. You know how to integrate several points of view and perspectives. You are a good coordinator, able to handle people and complex scheduling tasks. You have an overview, an intellectual synthesis of circumstances which doesn't lose track of priorities and first principles. You seek the truth in any situation, but it sometimes eludes you; the truth is often found in more emotional channels than the ones on which you automatically focus. If your life is to have depth, You will need to develop both your practical skills an well as your emotional skills.
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what is predominant in my diet(besides water)is BREAD...to me bread is soft and nice to eat...while many others out there do not agree on my point of view...i must say i reALLy love bread...but i'm just taking to much carbohydrates...for my own good...if i ever become overweight(hopefully not!) , it shall be the ''doings'' of bread...started to like bread in my secondary school days as a form of breakfast...in the end it became as a form of all my meals...used to hate eating bread like most pple out there when i was young...to think i was so crazy about it now...i hope the craze will end soon ...cause i just lose control of myself once i start eating it...very terrible...binging...
i just like bread on its own(sounds like the gardenia advertisement=p) and eat all kinds of bread ...especially wholemeal and those with 'extra' ingredients like raisins or chocolatechips...just find white bread a bit boring thats all...the best condiment to go with it is milk...though i like it with tuna n lettuce last time(my sec sch friends should know!)
my fascination for bread does not just end here...cause not only do i like to eat it...i like to look at all the different varieties...while other girls are more concerned over fashion boutiques at shopping malls....i will be busy trying to check out the bakeries around anywhere...everywhere...nice to admire the array of bread which hve evolved to all sorts and kinds from a simple piece of dough under the hands of the bakers...=)
bread to me is no longer a food, but something i live to eat everyday...lol....but must try to kick the habit of unhealthy devouring it in excess....-.=''
try to bake bread in my own oven...but to no success...taste like french loaf...-.-''
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grabbed from one of my friends' friendster...so yup thats the class where i bear so much sweet n sad emotions for...glad that it is finally over yet sad about my own departure...though i know its the same to them...
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the draft design of my class' tee...
=) feel free to give ur comments! actually there was a first part to the design...but according to my 'childish style' the boys would not want to accept it! =p so this is the second design i hve come out with...quite funny to see my cls so fanatic abt having class tee...btw, we just gotten our new class tee not too long ago....and then they say they want one for every sem...mu enthusiastic class....
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if all my actions could have been answered for...then i don't hve to be in such a dilemma...
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^-^''please do come and support me!^-^''
i'll be playing the double bass...^-^''
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used to fear going to robinsons shopping centre....because of the mirrors near the escalators....so many of them...used to hate dancing in a room with mirrors...yes...i fear looking at myself ...in the mirror...didn't like the way i look...maybe i was afraid to face myself...couldn't bear to look at myself? didn't actaully hve the problem with mirrors at home...why?! i wonder why the trend is like that...i shall stop beating around the bush then...just cut my hair recently and i realised i hve been facing myself in the mirrors in sch...hope its good news...but i hope i won't be too obsessed with myself...guess i hve been accepting the way i look ...letting down my hair...seems like the ''milestone'' in my life...even though it seems insignificant...but i do like to smile in the mirror when i'm alone...=p smiling burns calories...lol....
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hven't been to supper with all the co ppl for a few weeks...hve been resuming that habit just recently...and i figured out i missed out a lot on the conversations...my mind was full of qns...when they were engrossed in their conversations...still in my own world...sighs...guess i'm pretty outdated...dear co friends of mine...maybe ur can try to enlighten me...thanks to wentai n ruixiang for trying to do so tonight ...but seriously my mind is already at lala land...-.-'' *sweats*....humid weather...
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''some of the simplest things make the biggest difference...''
it is indeed true with no doubts...
i hve been touched by these small insignificant acts...even simple acts like offering a packet of tissue...or doing things out of their own will without complaining...there are indeed nice ppl in the world;in the country; in the school;and most importantly; in my class ....
do identify small acts to do for others that can brighten their day...=p
i thank my school mates for making my school days enjoyable...they may not hve realised it but i really apppreciate their presence in the school...
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shall be flooding my blog ...with so many entries...
shall be anticipating a busy month ahead...
world cup fever...
with all that football matches to guess...i was right about my favourite football teams...the match between germany and argentina...pity i don't gamble...but was caught in the mist to try to use my pyshic 'powers' to guess the scores of the matches...
orchestra...
shall be having several performances plus the much 'awaited' yin zi cai major performance that we hve been preparing since the start of march...plus the departure of one of our members as he is leaving after the performance to go and further his studies for 8 years...
studies...
should be hving a lot of upcoming tests...before the semestral break
school...
trying to settle down again after the departure of one of my clique members...not living a 'duet' kind of live in school...with my dear companion...linggies...
great singapore sales...
ending...but i hve not had a 'bulk' purchase ...hopes to catch the end of the sales...but sometimes the bargains ain't too good...
more than enough things to keep me busy ...i guess...what a list...life's always unpredictable...
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my definitions of friends...
- general level: acquaintances are known as friends
- elementary level: those you usually hang out with and share happy times together as a group are known as good friends
- intemdiate level: those who knows ur personality well and who u can share ur inner most feelings to are known as best friends
- highest level: those who can read each others mind and sit together without verbal communication but communicates in the mind are known as bosom friends...they simply know u too well to be described in terms of words.
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what are promises for ...if they can't be fulfilled....
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is it a word that your friend puts faith in u for helping her accomplish something?!
there are too many promises i 'was' promised, undoubted not many have been fulfilled...its not a matter what promises u make but is a question of the witholding friendships inside the promise that concerns trust, as a basic tool in making friends...
some promises are short term , some promises are long term....but nontheless u will feel the just te same when the promise has been broken...was it purely misunderstanding or is it that one party has' toyed' with the friendship that a simple promise can break the fragile friendships...
is a promise something in the friendship bag that u should not put so much faith in?....well...that will soley depend on the friend that gave u the promise.....
~saddened by promises yet accomplished?!.....
the answer is yes ...disappointment...i'm sorry...
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