*workload*
~never ending tasks to do.
~never ending deadlines to meet.
~never ending things to ponder about.
~never ending responsibilities...
=...awaiting my hiatus...=)
the song that is currently twirling in my mind:
" how can i live without you...how do i ever, ever survive...how do i, how do i live..."
( pardon me for the broken lyrics...singing has always been my weakest link.xp)
quite upset over the departure of another two of my colleagues...work will never be the same without your, now i can only chat with the chefs in my kitchen...and maybe bug some of those "unmotivated" boys...*sings again..*
good news: gou gou is finally coming back...one more week without u hanging around at home( i must definitely make use of that freedom at home, cause it doesn't come easy...)
was chatting with my bro over the msn, and my mum asked him whether he want to stay in germany longer or he wants to come home...
ANS: he answered frankly, saying that of course he missed home, being with my parents for 20 years and being with me for 17 years( he remembered my age for the first time, suprisingly...always have a problem of collecting less candles for my bday cake in the past.., anyway, thats not the point...)
THE POINT is that...no matter how u like or dislike the place...u still have feelings attached ...TIME plays a major role in creating that kind of feelings...that is what bonds are all about...(humans are emotinal creatures)you are at somewhere for a reason...its fate that brought u to that place...take for example, there are many chinese orchestras out there but why do i turn up at that co...
besides the reason that i live in vicinity to the cc, its the place that nurtured me,its my friends that makes me excited about going for practices...that lightens up my libarian duty indirectly( though i'm still not a very responsible one)its the feeling that grows with time...
was once posted to sushi (the place where i yearns to work in) but why do i miss my colleagues at ramen when i'm working at sushi?
already drifting to lala land...lamost reaching...
sorry for such a lengthy post..*-*""
-what is ur favourite colour?
