*if there are things you have been keeping from me...
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was "loitering" around the newly opened AMKHub at amk central and gg to the fairpriceXtra...guess like one ay i will go to the extent of knowing what is at where alr...since i frequent it so often...saw this words that i thought will be inspiring..( lol...maybe i should post my receipes here one day)
"cooking is not chemistry but an art; it depends on instinct and taste instead of exact measurements..."MIA in action these days~
stopped frequenting and doing the things i used to do...
most dratically missing from the internet and my workplace...
sometimes i wonder what i am lacking from life...
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been really engrossed watching War and Beauty...
i like the show, for the plots and for the schemes they pit against each other to win the favour of the king...it may be all bickle and fighting for fame, but i disagree likewise...
the show not only showcase the actor's superb acting skillls but also the intelligence of the scriptwriter...
it not only makes the audience use their mind to figure what is unspoken but also shows the reality of true life and that their "bickles" are not only limited to the palace...
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does everyone watch Good morning Sunshine on channel 8 from 7.30 to 10am?
wonder why but i just loved watching the interviews...
was pondering over this talk on the show about the learning deficiency in kids know as"yue du zhang ai" in chinese...
i was wondering whether i'm suffering from that illness too...
some symptoms includes forgetfulness and writing words the wrong way round...
used to have uncountable wrong words in my cl composition
and always have problems remenbering the anatomical locations of scientific terms in my modules...
hmm...my friend say my blurness makes me unique, come to think of it...i wonder is it some physiological disease or its pathological, or is it part of my character...LOL...=x
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"i will fulfill the promises i have made to you...
-what is ur favourite colour?
*Dilemma*
just cleared my tests for the year today...now is the examinations!
anyway, been facing lots of different emotions during these months...
and has been constantly asking myself why things happen the way they did...
sometimes i was naive....
other times i was being trapped by my own thoughts...
have been really engaged with this friend of mine in pri sch...
chatting everyhing under the sun with him for almost the entire week...
although i know he wouldn't be reading my blog
but i should acknowledge him for the times that he lend a listening ear...
frankly speaking, when times that i am troubled, sometimes, i really don't know who to go to...
everyone has their things and problems to be bothered about...
do they have time to spare?
my jc friends are busy with their tight school time table
my sch mates are busy with our tests and exams too...
would i bear to bother them? its not that they don't care...
but the main point...
i should summarise is that i would like to thank this friend for being there...
truthfully, we were actually 'loggerheads' in class then...lol.
thank you for always being there, always online for me to talk to=)
endnote: for friends who reading it, you will know that there are ppl who really care to listen to your troubles out there...and not forgetting me, myself will be there if u all ever need me...=)
-what is ur favourite colour?
* EXAMS *
just an update...
cause i'm really busy ...
a real fan of the tv...
rushing for reports...
ok....thats enough...
will end exam on 8 Feb nefore CNY...then i can restart my confectionary, hopefully this time round...
tried my best to find nice passengers in the mrt train...there are still grscious ones...
thanks for making my morning bright.
was raining when i alight from the train this afternoon and saw a rainbow when i reach home and the rain stopped...=) hope that is a positive sign...
i really miss the gd old days...=)
All the best to everyone out there...may there be pleasant changes in ur life, after the month of downpour in this small country...^^
and happy bday to all the jan babies, esp my dear mum, who have sacrificed so much for me and the family. the thank you s i want to say to u will never be enough ...
-what is ur favourite colour?
*In School*
hello=)its me again...
typing this during our long 3 hr break...how i long to go home and rest on this windy day...=.=:
anyway, so many things have happened as usual...and i didn't blog as regularly as i used to in the past...
there were misunderstandings...things that could have been avoided but was inevitable due to miscommunications...
i guess life in singapore is stressful because of the increasing population and the small land area...i could have been suffocated in a sea of people when i go to town during the weekends...
hmmm...you must be thinking why i make this remark out of the blue...its because i was woke up later than i should this morning and and was trying to squeeze into the sardine can (the mrt train)and was trying to get my sapce in the train...and realised there were inconsiderate people and selfish people who are behaving so ungraciouly in the train...(like trying to squeeze into the train even before the other passenger alight...) maybe u are thinking that i should not be so alramed and upsetover these trivial matters...but the truth was i never felt as stressed in a train as i was today...
i wished that the people can spare some consideration for others and made life much easier...=.="
-what is ur favourite colour?
* new year *
this not only means a new start but only a new chance...
this is my 138th post...
is that something to be proud?
feeling so sluggish these days...
just slack at home when i'm not working...
feels tired easily...
maybe i should just quit my work and join a sports cca in school to give myself some adrenaline rush...lol=)
btw, i finally watch my awaited death note...sad case though, it wasn't as action packed like the first, but u have to think more into the plot of the story...more thinking...some ppl might not really understandand appreciate the whole thing...but anyway,the ending was still quite sad, can still rmb L's big eyes before he die...
then me and my gal friends were like mimicking L's behaviour when we took the noeprints...quite hilarious...
*yesterday*
what a saturday...
i must first comment on the cip work we did at the SAVH(singapore association of the visually handicapped)
i must first declared that this is soley my "emotional" comments, so , no offence to anyone who is affiliated...
my teacher wanted us to do something meaningful for the people who are less fortunate than us...so we went to this organisation...to our alarm, we didn't know what we were suppposed to be doing...in the end...
this was what we did:
1.clean up the garden
2.scrub the floors
3.sand the paint and bumps off the handrails
it wasn't exactly meaningful in my opinion...we only help them clean up the place which the people there can't really see...maybe they can feel the handrails...but what is meaningful? we tire out ourselves for a cause that will only indirectly help them, we didn't get a chance to talk to them or learn more about how we can help directly...
the qn: what is meaningful?
maybe it is just a psycological that is more about whether u feel it is meaningful...
the boys started playing some ncc thing and then it became quite stupid...cause they were neglecting their work and disrupting the hardworking girls form theirs when they fought near the coridoor...making too much noise and making the people who have a sharp sense of hearing...they thought that there were some people there when they were still at a few shoulder's length form the group of boys...and they were walking really cautiousllycaused they thought there were some ppl there and they might accidentally bump into them....but the boys were sitting dowm chitchatting...loudly, that is.
At night,
was imparting our opinion of the sec and jc life to one of my co friends taking Os this year,actually we were suppossed to be playing bridge but laoshi forbid us to play at the public place, so we started chatting instead...
what they say was quite enlightening...but guess what...it only lasted for the night...it seems the same this morning when i woke up...lol...its really sighs...
anyway, quite lazy to open the com and look at the screen nowadays...wonder how have been rotting...FATIGUE.
-what is ur favourite colour?
